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Chapter 110 - fweelings.

2009-05-04T23:11:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I feel...

that humans are terrible creatures n I am sure that I hate being born to be one of them.

Some just lack the intellectual to know how to queue up despite their years spent on earth.

Some are just plain oh-so-irritating, at least to me...

Humans just like to talk bad about others and never actually know that they are no different from "others" that they like to talk bad about.

I feel that humans lead a very tiring life and a pretty dumb one...

Idk...

maybe I am the one that is weird.
But im for sure that, at the very least, i know how to queue up.

Chapter 109 - sunset glow.

2009-04-08T22:19:00.006+08:00

And so, i am working right now... 7 days, 5 working days.. including PUBLIC HOLIDAYS...
please ask me out when I'm off~~~!! O...O!

strangely, Im not really worn out by my job... somehow, im doing fine...
well, thanks to this new job...
Im seeing the sunrise and sunset of the day <3!~ just that if the temperature in sg can be lower, it would be awesome~! anyway, this is why i like We got married! Hwanhee n hwanyobi~!
below is the Farewell Episode of Hwanhee n Hwanyobi couple )=

Chapter 108 - It'sTumbling

2009-03-24T03:58:00.002+08:00

Right now, it's 4am and I am not quite sure if I'm sleepy at all.
In fact, it felt like I have lost the feeling or the intuition to know when I should sleep.
INSOMNIA!!!
yeap, it's haunting me... grrr...

I watched this on some show and I think it's so darn true and so... dark.

"Humans are terrible creatures.
They live on by hurting each other.
And those who do not want to hurt others, hurt themselves."

Scary right?
I personally thinks that it all boils down to your own conscious.
and strangely, the above came from a comedy show. -_-;

Chapter 107 - GettingThisOffMyChest

2009-03-20T17:04:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

A QUICK GET AWAY.

I WANT HOLIDAY!

Get me out of Singapore alrdy lah.

Chapter 106 - RightNow.

2009-03-09T12:08:00.002+08:00

Right now, it's raining -_-

of all times, it has to rain now...
when I was about to leave house -_-
urgh.

i thnk i need constant reminder/motivation.

to-do.
-travel agency calls ( we are gonna travel! )
-find some temp. jobs!
-tutorials.
-write a song! (at least one song...)
-run run run , toot toot toot.

for the time being.

Chapter 105 - BangBang.

2009-02-24T11:59:00.001+08:00

I'm slackkkkking! and so... ... turns on Big Bang playlist :D!~
im sharing it with u guys :]
see im so nice! x)

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B I G B A N G

Chapter 104 - tagged`

2009-02-22T10:46:00.005+08:00

YAY! new skin! simple and cleaaaan :D
anyway, i was tagged.

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Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Stanley

2. A four Letter Word : Sexy

3. A boy's Name : Sylar

4. A girl's Name : Stellius

5. An occupation : Superman :)

6. A color : errr.....-after 5 minutes-gt color starts with S >.>?
Sepia?

7. Something you'll wear : Shades 8D

8. A food : Sushi! Fave snack! <3~

9. Something found in the bathroom : Soap! DUH.

10. A place : South pole! I want to go there!

11. A reason for being late : School bus pangseh me );

12. Something you'd shout : S-W-E-E-E-E-~!

13. A movie title : Stardust?

14. Something you drink : Super-laxative? :X -idunknow-

15. A musical group : Band or wad? Singapore Symphonic Orchestra? o.O?

16. An animal : S-U-P-E-R dogggggg~

17. A street name : Stanford Rd? hahaha!

18. A type of car : SUBARU! WOHOO! (ah beng car, so what? -throwsdeathglares-)

19. The title of a song : Superman (ohhh yeahhh~)

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A

- Available: Yeap

- Age: 19+ movin` on to 20

- Annoyance: Being woken up

- Animal: Dogs or anything fluffy ._.

B

- Beer: yes, I drink them sometimes

- Birthday: 12 Sept

- Best Friend: they are alive and are happy (:

- Best feeling in the world: Happy~

- Blind or Deaf: Best to be norm.

- Best weather: SNOW! but it nvr did in sg ):

- Been in Love: before.

- Been on stage?: yeap

- Believe in Santa: I do! (now gimme my present! :D )

C

- Candy: Menthol sweets.

- Color: Any colors that fits my mood :)

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Strawberry~

- Chinese/Mexican Food: Food!

- Cake or pie: Cake :D

- Continent to visit: Asia~ Japan, Korea, Thailand- phuket, China.

- Cheese: On italian food~

D

- Day or Night: Day and Night~

- Dancing in the rain: Walked b4 though and ran before... dance is a bit strange...

E

- Eyes: Black i think but under strong light, its a bit brown-ish.

// Sometimes, its blue :)

- Everyone's got: a life! even if the life is not much of a life, it is still a life! :)

- Ever failed a class? Add. Maths, i still feel upset over it. regret ar! ):

F

- First thoughts waking up: "darn, i woke up!"

- Food: Nice to eat? =.=??

G

- Greatest Fear(s): Losing people, betrayal, flying huge-ass stuffs.

- Goals: Current : Get into UNI!

Train, Train, TRAIN~

Portfolio ):

Long-term : Get a good job.

Be rich and happy.

Be fillial.

- Gum: Love them~

- Get along with your parents?: Yea, though sometimes got disagreement.

H

- Hair Color: Copper red/brown.

- Height: 170++

- Holiday: i wanna go.

- Ice Cream: Strawberry with chocolate toppings.

- Instrument: Piano. (learning guitar and violin-soon-ihope) XD

J

- Jewelry: nop. dun wear any.

- Job: looking for part time! esp. design work~

K

- Kids: don't mind if they are obedient.

- Kickboxing or karate: Taekwando

- Keep a journal?: Blogspot.

L

- Love: is good and deep yet simple ~ (:

- Letter: alphabets? or envelops?

- Laughed so hard you cried: happened b4 !

M

- Milk flavor: Strawberry, Honeydew, Norm.

- Movies: Comedy/Fantasy.

- McD’s or BK: McD's

N

- Number: 120989

O

- One wish: experience snow.

P

- Pepsi/Coke: Coke

- Perfect Pizza: with lotsa cheese.

- Piercings: Ex -1

Q

- Quail: eggs are nice :9

R

- Reason to cry: sad or happy.

- Reality T.V.: Family Outing.(korea stuff) haha.

- Radio station: Imeem

- Roll your tongue in a circle: Yea.

- Ring size: i dun rmb.

S

- Song: Last Farewell - Big Bang.

- Shoe size: -checks Blog- 8!!

- Salad Dressing: Mayo, Mayo...

- Sushi: is da lurvs.

- Sings in the shower?: nvr try that b4~

- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries.

T

- Tattoos?: Wanted to at first but din go for it, for its not easily removable. (My folks will kill too)

- Time for bed: yay!~

- Thunderstorms: if it rains real heavy when Im at home, then its cool. If im out, nopppppppp.

U

- Unpredictable: me? maybe.

V

- Vacation spot(s): HOHOHO. it will be a long long list.

W

- Weakness: too senstive, i think. Im lazy too... this is real BAD.

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None~

- Worst feeling: insecurity.

- Wanted to be a model: HAHAHA. If gt the chance, i dun mind go play play, but no perfect teeth, so can forget it ~~~

- Worst Weather? HOT SCORCHING SUN ON NORMAL DAYS.

X

- X-Rays: teeth and chest. my teeth's Xray is quite cool...

Y

-Year it is now: 2009

-Yellow: is a color ._.

Z

- Zoo: is where animals are being exibited?

Chapter 103 - OnceAgain.

2009-02-15T13:13:00.001+08:00

I am sure that this blogskin is temporary -.- until i can find one nicer.

PORTFOLIOOOOOOOOOOO!~~~ AHHHHHHHH!

Chapter 102 - OMGGG.

2009-02-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

IT FEELS LIKE ...

SOMETHING IS
TANGLING
INSIDE.

Tomorrow's the last day! OMFG.
its the final year proj. presentation ...
it feels so... ... ... urghhhhhhhhhhh.
esp, when u cant do anything at home.

how?
that's why im here D:
trying to rant my irrational emotions out here.
BEHHHHHHH.

if tmr ...
the judges shoots.
1) I will TL them to the core.
2) I will emo. (kinda tired of emo-ing... tiring ar...)
3) I will headshot them with a potatoe gun.
4) I will treat them food. (p.s. very nice food. -evilgrins-)

if tmr ...
the judges are angelic.
1) I will be happy :)
nuff ' said.

I hope that they do pay attention to the entire film and the details of it, like the sound design and the color correcting effort I put into the film.
Well, it is a film and I believe every elements pay a part it in, not just the 3D!
Let's hope that tmr will be a fine day!
and tmr's the "last" day! Ought to miss the fellow classmates! :) esp, those crazy bunch.

-- last but not least.
FARHANA ;D don't be sadddddd! ur -jingzjingz- flying off~ XD
just joking x)
don't hate me XD

-bringsoutloudhailer-

GOOD LUCK ALL FYP-ers! :)

Chapter 101 - Barbarian.

2009-02-07T01:20:00.003+08:00

im feeling a lil disappointed at not being able to "complete" my FYP despite sitting down from morning till night until the lab announce closure...
Whatever it is, i pray hard that monday will be smooth day.
Final lap in our final year of poly, lets hope for the best ya.
-crossesfingers-

I feel super TL about the comtech.
the blardy uncivilised comtech come and attempts to unplug the power of the computer but failed to do so.

ur face spells LOSER.

You want to go home? yes. WE KNOW. We want to go home too!

pls be more civilised and do not attempt lifting the Mac G5 CPU and try to break it.
If it spoils, you will need to pay.
Its no small sum of money.

You should have kindly asked us to leave.
We will understand. your irrationality only leads to absolute disrespect.

dumb people.

Chapter 100 - in my world.

2009-02-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

total randomness;
i don't like waking up to boring stuffs/people. so be hyped when u see me in the morning! :D

Speaking of waking up, i'm bad at waking up in the morning and... I'm hard to wake as well ==;
and pls do not talk to me when im slping cause I will answer back with answers that got no link.
i'm not even processing those answers. They will just blehh out like that...

I hate people disturbing my slp! and i hate waking up early >.>

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anyway went to Seoul (garden) yesterday xD and came back home smelling like one too :D
I kinda enjoyed cooking there! and i wish my stomache was bigger so i can eat more!
I forgot to try the deserts!
I forgot to try rice with raw eggs on! if there's any eggs available there in the first place xD
ah wells. my stomache cant take anymore as well~

and had celebrated CNY with gang after Seoul~
fun fun fun~ mahjong and esp, the 21 blackjack~ huat ahhh! betting with plastics is ftw~ xD
somehow, this year CNY felt kinda... quiet :/
but still, i guess the festive atmosphere is somewhere floating~ [esp. with kins and frens x) ]

Happy Lunar New Year all ^^!~

Chapter 99 - needmoreL.

2009-01-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

안녕(Ahn-nyung) !!

today... ... ...

the goods-
>Pimples are clearing! and hope they will just go away and dun come back ;D!
>i ate wanton noodles twice in a day? .___.? hmm...
>oh! i mastered one page of the song im playing currently on piano ;D

the bad-
>im quite down atm.
>cause of dumb BlackBoard system
>my essay got marked down.
>The system identifying me plagarising?! O.O?!
>I typed my own essay! (and I really went in deep thoughts for that essay =/)

the extras-
>this down-ness costs me my today =/
>I shall be OKAY tmr and...

RAWR!! Second essay aiming DISTINCTION! DON'T CARE! MUST DIE, DIE DISTINCTION!

I also think the sch needs more love.
kinda cold.
no good.
hmm.

slpy!
time to bed!
=)

Chapter 98 - AHHHH.

2009-01-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

AHHHH!

I'm feeling irritated.
Irritated by the pimples on my face.
Absolutely, dun like pimples cause they hurts when they like to grow on obscure area!
Those obscure area like e.g. nose. when I will unknowingly rub it and resulting in absolute pain!
D: ... ... ...

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To anyone

If you have any idea to get rid of pimple once and for all! Do let me know, k?!
I feel like skinning myself already T_T

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and my mum say apply tiger palm oilment to ease the pain .___.
hope it works. or i think... tmr i shall try shave off my pimple -.-

amen.
-off to bed!-

Chapter 97 - CurryDay.

2009-01-17T23:57:00.003+08:00

Today, 17 January 2009, marks my virgin attempt at cooking curry!

It was no ordinary curry! It's japanese -triestohidetheword:instant- curry! :)
And it turns out good ;D just the chicken maybe needa cook more.

I ROXXOR ! \ (^ _ ^) /

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random:
Ponyo X3 Orchestra! damn big lah!

Chapter 96 - Forgotten.

2009-01-14T11:50:00.001+08:00

I forgot that humans are never nice creatures to be with.

Note to self:
-rmb to do work!

Chapter 95 - dumb-e-d

2009-01-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

It's an old feeling.

An old feeling that surfaced again.

It's a strange feeling that is telling me not to get too close to people for it is not worth it.
Not worthy at all.
Feels crappy.
And to make the crappy crap crapped even more, everything is definitely not going my way!
Damn damn unlucky! );

Feels dumb-e-d.

-.-

Chapter 94 - VERY DESPAIR

2009-01-09T11:48:00.001+08:00

CS SUCKS.

NAPFA SUCKS.

ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

D;

Chapter 93 - Despair.

2009-01-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

I can't find a suitable blogskin to change into yet. Shall try harder next time.

I'm currently cracking my brains (yes, multiple brains) for some topic to talk about.
Currently, tired of thinking and so, here I am, blogging.

I'm also feeling for a new subject or something interesting to keep me occupied.
Think I shall pop by the community center someday.

Korean?
Japanese?
Pop Piano?
Some form of dance?
-Hip hop? Maaybe. Hope my hip doesn't dislocate. (i'm old. T___T )
-New Jazz! I like this one! but don't think its available.
-Waltz, ballroom dance? I think its... kinda... ok... just... a... bit... old-ish...
-LineDance? It's hip! the aunties are doing it okay!
-Ballet! HAHAHAHA. interesting. the teacher should be a pretteh oneee!~ =x

or

Abacus? LOL. maybe I will stick to my calculator.

urgh...
I shall go back to my speech writing... it's irritating.

note to self:
-FYP: color correcting + sound design.
-CM Assignment essay.
-CM mini project (not so mini after all.)
-Portfolio
-Web design for jo ._.? (jo if u're reading this, u need to tell me about this .____.)
-Work (if possible)
-Competitions! (MUST)
-Practice piano! (MUST)
-SPEECH. -the last and very least. (:

Chapter 92 - Hope.

2008-12-29T19:02:00.003+08:00

=______=.

Just when I tried changing the skin, blogskin.com got some database error.

Ah wells! Hope that they resolve it fast!

Here's a song I like xD

TPL (Talk, Play, Love) - ANYBAND

Chapter 91 - HAPPY (:

2008-12-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

first of all.

MERRY X'MAS! ^^ to whoever is reading this.

I'm happy! (:

so! so! so darn happy! wahahaha! (:~

1)Hoodie!
2)Haircut did not turn up half bad at all (:
3)HOODIEEEEE!!! my first hoodie <3!
->Gonna treasure it lots/gonna wear it lots! XD
4)HOODIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEE!! <3!!!!!

Wahahaha. Past few days haven been half bad either (: !

Schoool's opening and to be honest, I'm feeling a bit... sians...
cause I MIA-ed =X
and I know that my grp members sure are after my blood. hehs. =X

But ah well, I made a promise to myself that I will do FYP after school reopens~

MESSAGE TO MEMBERS:
You all can slaughter me after using me.
let me contribute first...hahaha. XD
btw>> contribute not equal to abuse hor.

let's pray that sch's reopening will be a good one! (:
and i needa train for Napfa test already! <-- IMPT NOTE TO SELF
RAWRRRR!
I shall go maple -yawns- with Jo .____. (her sms just came... lols)
bbyeee.

Chapter 90 - Colourful Bomber.

2008-11-30T03:58:00.002+08:00

I guess I didn't grow up at all.
Or has the world just became much more immature?

Too much info are filling up my brain and it's getting explosive.

RAWR. @(~ 0 + )m

I guess if it did explodes, I would probably ended up six-feet under happily ever after.
arr. whatever!

I hate it.
Hate it. Hate it. Hate it. (FYI, Hate is a very strong word)
Ask me what thing I hate most.
Ask me! ask me!

I tell you - *secret* t(".t) <--- ur mood now? xD

I don't like revealling too much of myself for I trust no one. sadly.
The last time I trusted someone, it costed me - my heart.
Happened damn long ago, so let's not talk about it.

"daisenji gakaderanayosa" "<-"

Japanese are damn creative with all these emotions eh.
I tried thinking of some to use for this post, apparently.
As you can see --> m(^_^)m
See if you can decode it.

and mi shall slp.. it's 4am, entering 5am and 1pm gt filmming at blardy faraway land - Tanah Merah.
Farkkkkkkkkk.

I miss the old days - doing A maths, chemistry and physics.
maji de.

Chapter 89 - Losing it.

2008-11-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

Akaline is nice to drink :D! yumyum.

it's been a long while since I last update eh.
Reason being don't feel like it.

Well, I'm not even sure what to type now after printing a bunch of stuffs and coming back to this blogging window.

ah wells, later. Tmr's Communication Skill's Interview =_____=" ~

Chapter 88 - Tricky treat.

2008-10-31T22:31:00.004+08:00

O,,,O

Happy halloween! It's the Halloween face!

Here's a song to suit the festi- atmosphere!

Still Doll.mp3 - Kanon Wakeshima

Enjoy! and hope that tmr's filmming would be a breeze~
Rawrrrr!
Ciaosu.

--
Words are just words.

Chapter 87 - Change.

2008-10-29T17:43:00.005+08:00

Changed the URL.

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Anyway, I took a handwriting analysis quiz; here's the result:

Stanley is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Stanley will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Stanley an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Stanley is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Stanley is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Stanley doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Stanley will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Stanley believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
Stanley will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Stanley's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Stanley slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Stanley can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Stanley's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Stanley that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Stanley also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Stanley is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem.

Stanley's self-concept is artificially low. Stanley will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Stanley to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Stanley is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Stanley is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Stanley's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Stanley's sexual needs.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Stanley has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Stanley fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Stanley has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Stanley seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Stanley seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

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Damn wordy eh? and because of it being so wordy, I am rather amused. =x i only answered 7 questions? and this whole chunk of "results" pops.

-impressed-

//random!
the below is a very nice song =)
輪廻-ロンド- - ON／OFF

That's all for today!
Next few days going to be hectic!
Week4 of school approaching soon! rawrrrr!
Ciaosu.

Chapter 86 - n o b l e.

2008-10-27T16:26:00.002+08:00

Here's the update!

-coughs coughs-
Right on top! ~ u can the title is n-e-w~ :)
&
To your left!~ u can see newly added statistics! for Stanley don't want to forget them.
&
To your left! again!~ u can see new avatar :)
&
At the bottom!~ Taggie got resized!
&
To your everywhere!~ it's a brand new blogskin! :)

coming updates!
Changing URL soon! owner of blognamepls.blogspot already got an idea! so yeap, changing soon!

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I'm really sick and tired.
We are in a group.
but.
until now, I'm not fully aware of what's the whole thing is going to be like?

Recently,
I am very easily irritated cause of my recurring headaches and such.
so, if i happened to lose my temper.
dun blame me.

Chapter 85 - the way it seems.

2008-09-01T21:37:00.008+08:00

And so, I had NDP'08 Livefeed~

Credits to lobinhoot(compliled by Ziyin) and Farhana!!

I'm amazed too~
The high-high-atmosphere-d After-parteeeee!

and below are the group photos!

Brokeback mountain in LIVEFEED!!! Caught on camera somemore!!

Looking back... Marina Bay countdown Filmming!~

Shin acting as Mrs Simpsons ...

and a METEOR raining on Esplanade~

Also had some weird chewy-SNACK thing made by Angela... and yeap, definitely chewy... LOL.

Wii remote CONDOM claimed by Joanne!

the GREAT Sound Engineer~ who pressed the "Rewind" Button instead of "Talkback" for talking to the singer in the recording side of studio! XD

All Hail! the PINK macintosh!

And some random lost stray pups... Missed them.. Hope they are fine ;)

life is definitely unpredictable. Always lived for the moment. I actually watched TV! :D

Chapter 84 - ?

2008-08-22T11:46:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I wondered.

RawR~

Never regret, Never ever regret.

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Coldplay's new album Viva la viva is very niceeeeee~
Strawberry swing simply rocks for its title XD
Cemeteries of London is niceee!
Viva la viva is just awesome ;D!

Secondhand Serenade is the new love!~ XD

Chapter 83 - 安靜

2008-08-16T20:20:00.010+08:00

安靜
曲/詞: 周杰倫

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

Chapter 82 - FINALLY.

2008-08-16T20:20:00.003+08:00

finally.

IT'S HOLIDAYS!

hope that this break can save me from breaking.

Chapter 81 - one is enough.

2008-08-14T02:43:00.002+08:00

我告诉自己，一个人痛苦就够了。

也许不认识他人也是个好事。

--
The day that you cried. I shed tears.

Chapter 80 - BUTAAA!

2008-08-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

BUTA! Your photos!

Happy BDAE BUTAAAAAA!

HAPPY BDAE BUBU!

Chapter 79 - Bits and little.

2008-08-05T01:02:00.005+08:00

--
Above photos not by me!
Credits to Esmond! and some professional photographer!
Below are mine :D

Presenting! Garden Fest'08!

I haven receive all of my photos yet! :D

Chapter 78 - pain.

2008-08-03T13:16:00.004+08:00

Recently...

I feel that I'm losing my temper like every seconds.

Sorry...

I dunnoe how exactly i'm feeling right now.
But I feel pain. That's for sure.
From my wounds and from somewhere inside.

I have been waking up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason.
I couldn't sleep well.
I wanted it to stop.
But it just can't

Feels fucked up.

Sometimes, I really don't like changes...

Chapter 77 - OKAY.

2008-07-27T04:29:00.003+08:00

Just reached home from supper with uncle.
Time is 4.32am and I'm not at all sleepy.
Sleeping disorder, I guess. Got it from BUBU ba. dunnoe~ haha.

Recently, there's a lot of supper outings going on...
hahaha...
Problems problems problems... ah wells...

I miss being a hermit.

I miss being unsociable.

I miss being alone.

I miss those days without problems.

I guess... I need some space .
I need some space for myself.

I guess I have been thinking for you guys too much.
It's time to spare a thought for myself.
as mentioned by uncle.

"There's no right or wrong,
Thinking makes it so."
-Shakespears.

Guess I created those problem~ MY BAD THEN.

But then again, I wonder where I will be, without you all.
One step apart and everything will change.
I'm afraid... to be frank.

"You cannot control how people think of you
but, you can control how you want people to think of you."
-uncle

Hella true.
But on the down side, if you know that people is thinking negatively of you... it's super saddening...

I seriously hate to don't care.
Cause that's when problems becomes accumulated and people you care for will get hurt.

SO BE IT.
RAWR. RAWR. RAWR.

Wish time could be turned back...
to those good old days...

I miss mahjong with you guys, reallyy....

and I'm losing faith in humanity as time passes by...
but I know that I'm not losing the gang! <3! Haha~

I asked myself
"How to be happy?" today.
I guess being insane will do.

I decided to be my old self.
No more fun.
No more humanity.
No more kiddo.
No more bunny.
No more words.
It's going to be mundane and boring and "silent as the grave" by Sean Wong! I still rmb... HAHA...
Yeaps... back to zer0. that's what I meant.

Recent posts also very em0 ar... this is so... irritating... Think better brighten up...
--
Time to slp!
timecheck: 5am!~ I'm waking up at 8am! -dies-
Joanne! If you are reading this... you know why i'm late for the morning jog!
=x

Chpater 76 - Inevitable

2008-07-24T21:18:00.005+08:00

I CONFIRM hate business.

BLARDY MODULE LAH....

I don't understand why human must turn themselves so ugly and take advantage of each other just to make sure self enjoys benefits.

It's called selfishness.
Can you really live with it?
Don't you even feel gulity?

I am not cut for business, that's why I swore to pursuit what I really like as my job.
Either directing or art direction-related job and I can still earn quite sum money!
Don't have to freaking eat ppl up or something like that.
For now, this is my principle.
Ever since young, I had kept this principle.
I do not know the future and I pray hard that this principal remains.

I would also want to apologise to my ECI group members!
Because of me, the group suffered.
SORRY!
and dajie also!
she has to shoulder the blame with me...sigh...

RAWRRRRRR.
I feel really really really really really damn bad.....
SORRY guys...
really sorry...

--

and also... ... ... ...

her world is damn damn messy.
my world is damn damn sian.
his word is damn damn lonely.
his world is damn damn exortic.
his world is damn damn ?????.

Machiam Drama.
I think I got the perfect storyline~ -_-
I seriously don't like the;
"he/she happy, i ok le" that kind of mentality.
Please don't even think of it.
Please don't even participate in it.
Please stay away from it.

Chapter 75 - Self.

2008-07-24T02:43:00.002+08:00

How do you feel after reading the previous post?

I really don't like it.
Even though sometimes I feel that way but I really don't like it.
Why am I so serious?
I don't know.
Cause it's a friendship that lasted so many years that is at stake?

Jo says that its not concerning us... but even so...
Don't say such nasty things alright -_-?
So what if you have a relationship partner or a chasing target?
It does not gives you a reason to abandon your friends.
NOT AT ALL... -_-

--

RAWRRRRR.

I skipped school.

It's stayed-home-and-shut-up day!

A big big BIG SRY to ECI grpmates...
cause I wasn't ard to help out with the slides.

I guess... human relations is really tough. Haha.
People are all the same, just a tad different.

And I don't understand why I care so much for something that is hurting me so much?
Don' t think it's worth it but yet, I'm still doing it...
WHYYYYYY?

And don't ever think too much.
Just don't care, don't bother and ignore!
Time will make its place. (somehow)

Chapter 74 - FINE!

2008-07-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

I dun need u guys. all i need is just myself and that's enough. I dun need friends. I dun need family. I dun need a girlfriend. I dun need to know anyone else.

I dun need to know what's going on. I dun even care to know what's going on in my family. I dun need to know whats going on with "my friends".

I just need me, myself and I. I am not going to CARE about anybody else. I dun need u guys anymore.

Please get out of my life!

Chapter 73 - em0 stuffs

2008-07-21T23:39:00.003+08:00

It started as an estacy,
then an addiction.
and then it became deadly.
I need to stop.
But how...?

Blood then starts dripping from the inside.
Tears are all dried up.
I want to quit.
But how...?

Pain are all so inviting.
so inviting to me now.
It's challenging my threshold
I had enough.
I decided to stop.
Given up...

--

Written when I got Nothing Better To Do -_-;;

I feel that Im becoming more and more of a kid.
I dun like it, neither do I hate it.
A mixed feeling I guess.
it's selfish...
but let me be... until the day that I hate myself, i'll quit.

Chapter 72 - Time Passes

2008-07-18T18:02:00.003+08:00

Its amazing how one changes as time passes.
I was surfing around friendster and web...
Manages to chance upon classmates of my secondary school and they had definitely changeeddddd!!! from their Kuku look to WOW! look... lols... truely amusing can!

and according to Jo, she says that I change image every 3 months.... machiam like I am some.... freak -.-!

Thanks ar!!

I pray hard that it is just the appearance that changessss.

Chapter 71 - Multi-cultural?

2008-07-18T10:05:00.000+08:00

And so I was sitting on the toilet bowl, doing my business.

Then a random thought came across my mind.

I'm going to have a cultural study sort of module in my next semester and I suppose that module is going to aid my studies. So, somehow it got it linked to scriptwriting.
I thought, maybe its to make us write better script... and then my mind went on an insane rampage...

Storyline
This girl that secretly likes this boy and finds out that this boy is gay! and then they are confronting each other!! (teh Drama~! HAHA)

China Version (quite ordinary)
girl: 为何？！-dramatise- 为何我爱上的人是个同志？！-cries-
boy:对不起，我不是有意伤害你的。。。噢~ 真对不起！~ -cries-
girl: 噢！你不必多说了~ -cries and walks away-

Korea Version (CRY CRY CRY~)
girl: -cries- Brother! Why?! Why!? - continues crying-
boy: -cries- SISTER! SORRRY -continues crying-
girl & boy: ... -continues crying!-

Japan Version (Artsy sia)
girl: Why? Why you...?
boy: i'm sorry...
girl: why?....
-girl runs off crying, follow by montages of flashbacks and then the boy will sit down somewhere at some random park and emo~ inter-cut footages -

America Version (perfect matchhh xD)
girl: So how much time do you spend on your eyebrows?
boy: -goes on talking about how much time spend on his eyebrow-
girl: omigoshhh~
-boy & girl continues being dumb blondies-

And then I thought, Sg is kind of multi-cultural.... and so being a chinese...

Singapore Version (Wayang STYLE)
girl: You! CHAO SISSY! My eyes must be having stamps on.
Fancy me to fall in love with you! GO BACK to your Changi Village lah!
-Wayang music plays-
boy: walaooo.... -retreats back to Changi village in wayang style, doing the hand-waving thing-

Short and sweet iszit? Suits the tempo of life in Singapore.

scriptwriter: ROFLs.
I think I really NBTD...
NDP rehearsal soon! ;D and a few more rehearsals till the actual run!
Let's do our best! DDM (Damn damn messy)~!

Chapter 70 - BREAK

2008-07-16T21:08:00.004+08:00

I need a break!~

seriously.

TIREDD~

RAWR.
--

你们之间的事我不要管了。

Chapter 69 - Cheerios

2008-07-15T15:34:00.006+08:00

Many events happened over the past few months and here are the pics!

But first of all....

Dajie BULLY! Flashes at me! Smilling somemore!!! RAWRRR.

anyway...

we had.... Visual Effects Filmming! ;D

Hanging out with the Gang, last meet up with Anusha before she leaves for India!

Hope that she is doing well!

Above picture supported the reason why being too tall sucks.
Hidhir is too tall and his head got cropped off!!
HAHAHA~

-- RAWRRRRR.

Chapter 68 - Domotachi.

2008-07-14T09:58:00.003+08:00

We made a pact to keep our friendship, and we will!

Joanne never fails to make our day (as usual) =D

"EH!? wrong guy!"
-says Joanne, grabbing a wrong guy by his hand and thout that it is Zh! LOLS~

and so the day went on by teasing Joanne~ xD

"10 Promises To My Dog" is nice~
The storyline is damn nice!
Super touching!
and almost everyone in the cinema were crying loh!

My eyes were red at the end of the day -_- damnit... and yeayea, I got cry -_-...

I'm not so cold-blooded -_-;!

Chapter 67 - Chemistry.

2008-07-13T10:36:00.005+08:00

Don't know.

Don't care.

Let it be and let the pain drives you to insanity eventually.

FINE...

Guess my patience is only this much.
I dunnoe why.

---

I WANT TO BUY A BICYCLE~
Let the wind breezes by~ the shiokshiok sensation.

-Nike Human 10km run - 31 aug'08~ >.<
-SP Band concert - one fo the sundays ~ >.<
-oh yea, and NAFA... open for registration le...~ >.<

and im late !!!!
ahahahh~ BUFFET here I come~

Chapter 66 - Feelings.

2008-07-09T00:28:00.003+08:00

I am Sick. Down with running nose and sore throat. I feel suppperrrr xin ku.

Feelings.

For the first time, I don't how I should feel.

There's no right emotions.
No wrong ones either.
But, there is definitely no exact ones.

------

Virgos born on September 12 are much more jovial and relaxed than the typical Virgo. They are naturally happy and always look on the bright side. Whether they possess a great deal of wealth or only a nominal amount, they find a way to give something to someone who has less.

Friends and Lovers
Friends are one of the most important factors for September 12 individuals. They draw inspiration from pals. It is far more difficult for them to trust a lover than a friend. These generally good-natured people have a hard time putting their happiness at risk because they may have experienced more than their share of heartbreak.

--
Friendship is not any simpler.

Chapter 65 - Time.

2008-07-04T11:11:00.003+08:00

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

1~ Unto everything there is a season, anda time to every purpose under heaven:

2 ~ A time to be born, and a time to die;a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

3 ~ A time to kill, and a time to heal;a time to break down, and a time to build up;

4 ~ A time to weep, and a time to laugh,a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

5 ~ A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

6 ~ A time to get, and a time to lose;a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

7 ~ A time to rend, and a time to sew;a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

8 ~ A time to love, and a time to hate;a time of war, and a time of peace.

Chapter 64 - Past.

2008-06-29T02:32:00.002+08:00

I went to read my older posts cause I got nothing to do!
It is damn funny!!

Anyway, today's NDP rehearsal is like HOT.
After everything ends, my body goes BLACK and my eyes went RED!

and then:
-Farhana bullies me. (I blacker than her and she keeps comparing! RAWRRR)
-Es bullies me ( XIAO de! sms somemore lah! BOOM UR BILLS AR!)
-Shin bullies me. (Don't rmb what he do le)
-DaJie bullies me. (over handphone somemore. RAWR)
-Damien bullies me. (poking me -.-)

Kena bullied! RAWRRRRR... hahahhah!

Love is not simple.

Chapter 63 - DaJie!

2008-06-28T02:12:00.005+08:00

hahah... I'm bored and so I come up with this~

Like it, dajie? xD

Dajie FTW~ xD hahaha!

Chapter 62 - Life.

2008-06-27T01:04:00.004+08:00

Recently, I'm damn blardy tired/busy.

Helped out with Esmond's and YuTing's shoot, filmming overnite is fun but very tiring nia! hahaha.

Anyway, had VFX filmming and lotsa more. Like NDP rehearsal and such! @.@

SJAB campfire night! It was a great, great NIGHT! =D

RSS homecoming dinner! FOODDDD~ =D!

Maple Private Server Character! wahaha! ok, this is so random!

Me and my suspenders! like some inverted G strings can! hahaha!

Kiddy us! Vfx filmming =d!

Jummping good time!

Formal wear de us! XD VFX filmming!

NDP rehearsal! RAWRRRR!

Lotsa more and I realise my Hp a lot of photos cannot be revealed de
else ppl sure... kill each other. =x

"Life's like this" <-- hate it.

Life's ur own, making a difference depends on yourself! so lets' not let it be!

anyway. everyone.

dun die before me! =d

FRIENDS > FAMILY/GF > other matters.

so yea, i will be emo shit if things happens to you guys. RAWRRRR.

Chapter 61 - Free

2008-06-24T13:16:00.003+08:00

"The only way to set you free, is to make this heart stop."

-"Last Friends"
-Sousuke's last words to Michiru

Last Friends is so nice!! But crunchyroll has to remove all the episodes. BLARDY HELL LAHH

RAWR.

Chapter 60 - New Skin.

2008-06-23T20:37:00.001+08:00

Time for a NEW SKIN!!

Personally, I like it but the fonts a bit small...

rawrrr.

Chapter 59 - RAWR.

2008-06-22T20:56:00.001+08:00

understanding?

knowing?

contradiction?

what?

Chapter 58 - Ulti.

2008-06-22T11:13:00.003+08:00

RAWR.

This post is a failure. sobs. spent 10 minutes on this post and auto alignment spoils it all.

RAWRRR>>>>>>>

Chapter 57 - Spirited Away.

2008-06-11T12:10:00.002+08:00

Today I woke up and something weird happened.

My Spectacles went missing.

How? That's one answer that I would to know as well.

I cannot find it -..-!

Normally it would be near my bed but this time round, I even flip my mattress up and there's no spects!

My Spectacles!! T.T!

Chapter 56 - IDK

2008-06-08T11:19:00.004+08:00

Mood: ...
Playlist: Prisoner of Love[LoopRepeat1]

I'm sinking into depression every time I hear this song.

Those images keeps on recurring in my head.
IDK.

Pain is always somewhere there.

Chapter 55 - Prisoner of Love 章

2008-06-05T01:51:00.002+08:00

Prisoner of Love

Sung, written and composed by Utada Hikaru

I’m a prisoner of love, prisoner of love, just a prisoner of love
I’m just a prisoner of love, a prisoner of love
With an unconcerned face I tell lies
I smile, I’m tired of this
I was only trying to be at comfort
Having the blues for desiring too much
everyone’s seeking tranquility
though content they still struggle
chasing after love’s shadow
The boring days suddenly started to shine
since the day you came in sight
even though it was lonely and harsh it was fine
I’m just a prisoner of love
just a prisoner of love
In sickness and in health
in stormy days and in fine days let’s walk together
I’m gonna tell you the truth
I’m secretly choosing the harsh road
you cheer me on
you are the only one I call friend
Things like greed and fake courage have become nonsense
since the day I was loved by you
even if I’m free or have my own space, being alone makes it futile
I’m just a prisoner of love
just a prisoner of love
Oh just a little more
don’t you give up
Oh I won’t abandon you ever
If the cruel reality splits us apart
we will pull each other even stronger
No matter how much, I felt we could stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
just a prisoner of love
My normal days suddenly started shining
since the day my heart was snatched away
even if it got lonely and harsh it was fine
I’m just a prisoner of love
just a prisoner of love
I won’t leave you alone

Em0 song. Em0 show, for Em0 peeps ):

Siannnnnnnn.

Chapter 54 - 卵焼き章

2008-05-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

I was unhappy for the past two days.

Wondering.
Thinking.

"There's nothing good or bad, thinking makes it so."
-William Shakespeare

Guess it's true.

ANYWAY!

Decided to cook and so....

Cooked fried egg for dinner for my sister and myself!

Hope she likes it!

Her comment is that it is kind of salty!
Well, I used butter (salty) and added salt (for her share only) cause her one is the first egg and the first time added salt, like not very successful, so, I do away with the salt for my share(the second egg) =X

Ah well~ She did not die! Don't worry! =D

Chapter 53 - 友人章

2008-05-11T23:45:00.005+08:00

Well, I gave Jo and Xy Sunflowers the other day...

If you two are reading this...
I am not treating you two as mothers >..< -haha-

Im giving those flowers as a friend~~~ Hope that you two like it~
Every little thing in life makes a difference! I'm doing these little things for you guys~~ -hehs-
Known you guys for 8 or 9 years a;ready~~~
ahhhh~ missed those secondary school days... the slackneesss >..<

sorry zhen hong! -ahah- Nver give you flower!

anyway,
それらのヒマワリ美しいがありなさい!

There's so much things I want to do right now! I feel like:

-Go to Japan! -wanted to go japan for my wholelife! why ar?-
-travel!
-cook something~
-driving license!
-DRIVE!
-SCRIPT
-PRODUCTION
-Photography!
-Competition
-FLY
-3D -amuses at this thought-
-Guitar! ( must learn! )
-Exercise ~ NAFA coming :( needa work out~
-earn more money $_$ -hehs-
-Shopping! -buy those gadgets that I longed for-
-illustrates
-Bicycle~

-I feel like leaving my house this instance and go travel !~

Japan trip upon graduation? ok?
I don't mind going to some where during June Hols... like Bali ~ Time to leave house~

lazy to put photos in the end~ hah! :x

Happy Mothers' Day! I needa buy the microwave oven for my mum XD

Chapter 52 -

2008-05-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today FYP group got split! Hurhur! lols...
Ah wells! even if we broke up, we are still friends! HAHAHAHA!
Initially, wanted to a bigger group so we can do crazier things but since things are not going really well, spilt spilt lo xD no damages done anyway =d

Hope that we can really get moving after the split, dun let the spilt be in vain !
All the best to all FYP-ers =D ! Gambateh kudasai! =)

Personally, seriously, frankly, I got no feelings at all about FYP .____. No pressure, no nothing o__o
-dies-
-feels that I am slacking moode-
-haven finish ECI... double dies-

Haha, anyway~ tmr is the Mothers' day Fair!
GOGOGOGO DDM-ers! =D
Kick those DCMDs' asses by snatching their business! WHAHAHHA =x

Chapter 51 -

2008-05-01T15:07:00.002+08:00

I guess the Em0 waves are moving into the red dot soon

Life is that restricted. There are things that you cannot even try to help out because there is absolutely no way to interfere. However, the feeling of wanting to do something sometimes just overwhelms and leave you em0-ing .

Gotta get use to life! hahah.

Banana milk is really swweeet =D

Chapter 50 -

2008-04-22T17:44:00.002+08:00

Starting time: 5:44 pm
Name: Stanley Ng
Sisters: 1
Brothers: Zer0
Shoe size: i duno = 13?
Height: plus/minus 175cm
Where do you live: Sembawang//S'pore.
Favorite drinks: milk tea, kopi-O & BANANA MILK!
Favorite breakfast: Oxygen
Have you ever been on a plane: Nop.
Swam in the ocean: Yep.
Fallen asleep in school: Yep.
Broken someone's heart: err. Ya... >_<
Fell off your chair: Yep... ... ... -embarrassed-
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: ERM... all day yea...
Saved e-mails: Yep~
What is your room like: BLUE
Whats right beside you: Hp charger
What is the last thing you ate: French Toast + Kopi-O
Ever had chicken pox: Yes.
Sore throat: Yes.
Stitches: Nop.
Broken nose: Nop.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Nop.
Like picnics: neutral.
Who was the last person you danced with: Some girl in Primary school...
Last made you smile: some crazy uncle on the MRT
You last yell at: Production Team (ITP) they are OVERRRUNNNING...

Today
did you talk to someone you like: like as in? If generic, Yep.
Kiss anyone: Nop. //random. But I saw someone with HUGE Boobs can!
Get sick: Yep. Feeling giddy now.
Talked to an ex: Nop.
Miss someone: Yep.
Eat: OF COURSE LAH!?
Best feeling in the world: Sense of achievement! No feeling = best feeling
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yep. Got this present on my bed -.-
What's under your bed: Air.
Who do you really hate: Humans.
What time is it now: 5:54pm

Randoms :
Q:Is there a person who is on your mind right now: LOTS. so many people to contact >.<
Q: Do you have any siblings: Yep.
Q: Do you want children: Depends.
Q: Do you smile often: Don't think so. I dunno. Depends.
Q: Do you like your handwriting: I'm not narsistic.
Q: Are your toenails painted: Nop.
Q: Whos bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Hotel 81's
Q: What color shirt are you wearing: Purple -.-
Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: In my Room, talkin with Shin and Uncle Goh
Q: I cant wait till: Nothing.
Q: When did you cry last: Sensitive question. SKIIP.
Q: Are you a friendly person: Nop, don't mess around with me. =) Joking~
Q: Do you have any pets: Nop.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? How I know?
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? HAHAHAH! Hell NO!
Do you sleep with the TV on? Sometimes~
What are you doing right now? thinking of ways to COOK mushroom... stupid quiz...
Have you ever crawled through a window? o_O?! wtf?
Can you handle the truth? why not? Yea...
Are you too forgiving? Not in my DIC- tionary
Are you closer to your mother or father? Mum.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?- No one.
How many people can you say you've really loved?- SKIPP.
Do you eat healthy?- Yep.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?-Nop.
How often do you go to church?- NOP. Free tinker =D
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?- No one.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?- Silent.
Are you confident?- Depends.

Chapter 49 -

2008-04-19T10:59:00.002+08:00

ITP is over and FYP came up to us shortly...

I am still tired from ITP... and FYP is a handful... >_<

Timeline...
Script...
Micro-projects... >__________<

Ah well...

Keep going on~

Humans are beasts driven by desires.

Chapter 48 -

2008-04-06T10:21:00.002+08:00

My laptop went wireless-less :(

the wireless card screwed... :(

HAIS...

On a lighter note, 1 more week til school reopens!

and this means, my script left 1 more week to finish up =_____=;

Pros and Cons... there's lots... -___-

Life. -_-

Chapter 47 -

2008-03-30T22:28:00.002+08:00

I had enough. (-_-)

Enough of smoking.

Enough of working. <--- fucked up. LET IT END.

Enough of everything.

Everything is so systematic, so predictable and yet unavoidable. The irony.

Bloody.

Really sick and tired of life. Let it end, can?

Cant you all use a fucking brain and think before doing anything?!

And don't treat us like a kid cause we are NOT.
STOP underestimating us.
STOP being an ass.
STOP being a mother-fucking retard.
STOP being on the surface of the earth if you can.
Just die.

Urgh.

Chapter 46 -

2008-03-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since I felt the em0 waves slapping me this hard.

On Thursday, I was sinned. -insert hahaha-

I am feeling hella tired.

If tmr is one bad day and IF that bitch is ever going to bitch. I'm so going to break her arm again and walk off. I SWEAR. despite the consequences. fuck it le. -insert lalala-

tmr is another day! MY SCRIPT :( not done yet.... dang, it's fucking bugging me.

19 more days! and its O.V.E.R.

Read OVER!

Chapter 45 -

2008-03-16T21:42:00.006+08:00

At last, a post.

Someone is having her bdae today eh.

Happy bdae!

Learnt that Sg is suffering from "La Nina" this explains the super cold weather!!!
HAHAHA~ Think I better start reading newspapers!(so nice)

Internship is coming to an end in 4 weeks time. For those who is enjoying your internship, good for you! For those who doesn't, cheerios! It's ending!

There's so much for me to do ><
-Compile sponsors (Senior's).
-Check the shooting schedule (Senior's).
-Going to be under Art Direction or PA? D: (Senior's)
-Work on my script. (project: Obscura)
-Pre-production. (project:Obscura)
-NDP' 08 livefeed and/or trailer? shld I ><

Watched Spiderwick:The Chronicles.

THE ENDING is just plain "sweet". I still cannot get over it!! HAHAHHHAHAHAHA~~

randoms//.
Addiction has gotten hold on me... and had nearly nailed me. I swear, it won't happen again.

Chapter 44 -

2008-02-23T13:48:00.003+08:00

Somethings made me wonders...
Somethings made me questions...
Somethings made me ask why...

No was an excuse, now is the truth.

Questions.

Answers.

Blardy tired <--- guess only this line is understandable.

Soon.

Soon, I will be a Teh-peng Addict.

Today is Mel's last day. With Mel gone, the world is going to crumble... This is saddening...

I'm counting down.

Blardy wire.

Chapter 43 -

2008-02-11T01:25:00.000+08:00

It's very meaningful and nice.
Expression.Experimental.Emotional.
Hope.Fear.Present.Past.
Ah well. :)

And I want to play hide-and-seek.. and give you my clothes and tell you I love your shoes.. and sit on the steps while you take a bath..

and massage your neck and kiss your face and hold your hand and go for a walk..
not mind when you eat my food
and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day
and talk about your day
and laugh at your..
your paranoia.. and give you tapes you don't listen to
watch great films
watch terrible films
and tell you about the Tv program I saw the night before.. and not laugh at your jokes
and want you in the morning
but let you sleep in for a while
tell you how much I love
your eyes
your lips
your neck
your tits
your arse
and sit on the steps smoking till your neighbours come home
and sit on the steps smoking till you come home
and worry when you're
late and be amazed when you're early
and give you sunflowers
and go to your party and dance
and be sorry when I'm wrong
and happy when you forgive me
look at your photos
and wish I'd known you forever
Hearing your voice
in my ear
feel your skin
on my skin
and get scared when you're angry
and tell you you're gorgeous
and hug you when you're anxious
and hold you when you hurt
and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper
when I'm next to you
and whimper when I'm not
and dribble on your breast
and smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket
and hot when you don't
and melt when you smile
dissolve when you laugh
but not understand how you think I'm rejecting you
when I'm not rejecting you and wonder
how you could think I'd ever reject you
and wonder who you are
but i accept you anyway
and tell you about the tree angel
enchanted forest boy
who flew across the ocean
because he loved you
and buy you presents you don't want
and take them away again
and ask you to marry me
and you say no again
but keep on asking because though
you think I don't mean it
but I always have from the first time I asked you
i wander the city thinking
it's empty without you but i want what you want and think
I'm losing myself
but but but
i'll tell you the worst of me and try
to give you the best of me
because
you don't deserve any less
answer your questions when I'd rather not
and tell you the truth
when I really dont' want to
and try to be honest
because I know you prefer it
you think it's all over but
hang on for just ten more minutes
before you throw me out of your life
forget who I am and try to get closer to you
and somehow
somehow
somehow communicate some of the overwhelming
undying
overpowering
unconditional
all-encompassing
heart-enriching
mind-expanding
on-going
never-ending
Love
I have for you.

Chapter 42 -

2008-01-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

-gives off a deep sigh-

Finally, I managed to find some time off to type this entry.

Working in the industry is really different as in it is really tiring... Busy only while it is peak period and I had worked there for 4 days.... for 4 days, I had OTs everyday~

I even have to go down on this Sunday for the video shoot!~ Ah well~it is just 3 months!! Looking at how passionate my seniors who work there, it inspires me and also at the same time setting me back. They made me feel that as long as I work hard enough, I can do it. However, at the same time, do I have the ability to soar like how they did?

Ah well~~~ I need to sleep @_@ as I am getting emo with the lack of sleep and I heard this is only the beginning!! I don't want my seniors to leave the company!!!

and my drawing assignment is due on monday... so dead.

Chapter 41 -

2008-01-21T01:59:00.000+08:00

当生活变得无聊乏味，千篇一侓时，

我决定出走。

但是，

我希望我有这个能力！！！

Chapter 40 -

2008-01-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

Woo~~~ this blog has officially hit its 40th post!

Finally find time to blog! I had been so, so, so, so busy lately!! Grumpy as well due to the loads of assignments and deadlines~~~ I even complained in my report for VPT! I guess Jeanine is going to slaughter me and skin me alive or probably laugh at me like how I always laugh at her when I see her... ok never mind... I am getting a bit random here.. hmm.. -enters deep thoughts-

Anyway, today is one day that suppose to be remembered. It is kind of like an official day that my second year in poly is over! I am officially a third year student! Everything just happened so fast... like in a blink of eye, everything just passes...

I really do miss my secondary school days when there is no HOMEWORK at all and I can slack as in really brain-dead and slack~~~ But now, even if I am home, I am still worried about my assignments and there is nothing much I can do at all... it's a very irritating feeling!

I dunnoe why humans are so strange. SOME like to avoid, SOME like to void, I mean... can't they just face things upright? if you lost a girl, find another. It doesn't mean that you have to break off all connection right? What had happened already happened. One, you can try and remedy the situation. Second, you would hide in your blardy turtle shell and void off all contacts with that person. Of course, most people chose the latter.

Come on! If you lost a girl, find another! Be a man! Do the right things! lol~~~

It can be so amusing how humans are sometimes... I wonder if oversea humans are the same as the ones in Singapore... -enters deep thoughts-

I cannot stand it. I wish I am sitting on him right now. Don't get me wrong. I mean sitting on his dead body. His dead body compressed into some chair shape and lemme sit and fart on.

KNS. Meh... Am I grumpy?!

Chapter 39 -

2008-01-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

Lots to say...

Lots to rant actually~~ haha~~

For assignments, I left ...

i) VPT! Left colour correction//exporting//burning into CD

ii) ACTA report! 5 pages

iii)3DCA animation ... ....

iv)FDA portfolio.... ... .... ... ... so dead ... ...

Monday need to present work to the MOM client! Hope that everything would be fine! Speaking of which, I have not finish the coloring yet~~~

I realized that I really cannot stand those people who are so full of themselves. Who do they think they are? Guess they never heard of the word "HUMBLE'' before.
I also don't like the way they speak. What's with that attitude while they are speaking? ZZZ...
I hate everything about them. Really hate them.

I also don't understand what's with the sarcasm and beat around the bush? What happen to honesty and being upright? I don't mind if it's meant to be a joke or you are borne to be sarcastic (kind of sad, don't you think?) I think they are better off shutting their trap than to give some smart ass remark.

ZzZ... foul mood in the morning... I actually wanted to rant a bit but I guess I went out of control~~ hahaha!

Ah well~ back to work.

Chapter 38 -

2008-01-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

It seems that there is a big difference even between a stone and a rock.

Let me explain.

If you were to say I rock~ people might look up to you and regard you as someone who has a lot of self-confidence or a positive person else they would think that you are one action-kia.

If you were to say I stone. People just regard you as an emo kid and walks away from you as though you are some disease or something.

Anyway, the above is regard as CRAP. or random blabbers~ Sorry to take away about 1 minute or so of your life by letting you read the above.

So much has changed in my life. For the better and the worse. Since I was young to my primary school days to secondary school days to Poly year 1 until now. I am not really a person that welcome changes in my life i guess. I hate it. However, if it is for the better, I would not mind welcoming it~~~

"Mobile"
by: Avril Lavigne

Chapter 37-

2008-01-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

I love Maya!!

and it just had a crash on me!

nope, not typo at all!~ its a crash~~~

1 down, 3 more to go!

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他の誰よりも　深く愛したけれど
他の誰よりも　傷つけてしまったね

Chapter 36 -

2008-01-05T11:47:00.000+08:00

I just woke up and all in my mind is assignment...sigh...

Think that I would not have time for anything later so I think I shall post a quickie to kill the urge of posting and not feel distracted later while doing project~~~

Today going back to RS! Finally get to see Kelly and other St. John peeps after so long! meh.. it's 12pm alrdy, better go get ready~

I did quite a few drawings recently, I shall post them up soon!

anyway... just to let me be reminded and not forget...

teh Death list.

-VPT due on Friday
Audio/Music?! <---- I quote from my film... " You're going to die!"
Colour correction
Subtitles
Credits
Final Check
Export

-3DCA
2 secs Animation before Tuesday// think shall do on Sunday

-MRTL
3 lighting setup due on Wednesday
800X600 res
Shocked
Spooky
Sad / Anger / etc. IDK.

-FDA
Clueless...

Max from Big Com. called me up yesterday and request us to go Internship earlier! He said that there's a kids drama coming up and it would be good for us to be involved in the early stages as well!

Looking forward to work there!

Going internship from 21st January onwards! GOGOGO~

Chapter 35 -

2008-01-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

I'm late for class again! slept in the toilet for the second time and also slept on the train!

I feel so tired! projects are stressing me~~~ funny that something that is non-existence can trouble one so much. I mean I have not done my projects yet meaning they are non-existence until I finished them right? ah well~~~ I think I'm crapping...

TIME TO SLEEP!

Chapter 34 -

2008-01-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of school reopens and I was late!

Woke up in the morning and went to the toilet and fell asleep! -hahaha- Think I spent 15 minutes sleeping in there until my sister screamed for me to come out... man.. I was so tired~~~

Went to school and forgot to bring my hard disk!! Despite constantly reminded myself to bring the night before but I actually forgot on the very morning... -sigh-

Went to sch and watched some video clip teaching elements of animation which I did not really pay attention to... I was modelling for MOM instead...

Ah~ my sister just ask from me the sleeping bag. She's going to camp in her secondary school tomorrow, hope she can has some fun in there even though I know that she is going to complaint a hell lot! -hahaha-

alright back to school, modelled for MOM, did some video, surfed forums and copied words for 2 whole hours for GEMS! I was struggling not to sleep at that moment... man... it was so boring!
Zh slept through half the lesson and I really cannot stand the squeaking sound from the pencil lead when you writes or draw on the paper... made my arms numbs...zzz...

After Gems, met Jo and xy and fang walking down and they did not notice me and zh at all! They had a paper today~ good luck with the results!!

Back home and slacked~~~ I will try and go to RSS open house on this saturday! it has been a long time since I have seen kelly they all! but all the projects are so damn vexing! ah well! Heck projects!

"It's not over"
by Daughtry --> I got no idea how to spell his name! if it's wrong, let it be! hahaah!~

it's not over with projects! GOGOGO!

Chapter 33 -

2008-01-01T17:15:00.000+08:00

Its the first post for 2008!

Yesterday was suppose to burn down trees but instead, we went to a place somewhat like a rooftop and talk/bitch our hearts out-hahaha- if only there's fireworks to compliment atmosphere~~~

then we counted down at jo's hse and ate so so so so much !~

We had chicken pie, otah, junks, more junks, champaign, red wine and more junks!!
Then we move off to macdonalds in the morning for breakfast!
I ate so much that I think I can don't eat for the next few days!!!

ahh.. speaking of full... I feel really bloated now....horrible feeling....

In the year 2008. turning 19 soon! time to stop all crappy stuffs and move on eh?

Hope that this year would be a better year for me and for all my friends and family!

Kind of worried for my sister, hope she can do well in her secondary school life!

Resolutions are made to fulfill and ZH's resolution is so extortic eh! You can change your resolution halfway, thats what I learnt from zh yesterday! -ahahah-

SOON...
I want to get my basic theory for driving PASSED.
Going do my very best for internship and learn as much about the industry as possible!
Earn more money and save them up for japan trip with buds!

Think I better go do something later to give back what I had taken in last night and this early morning... energy in = energy out! else I feel so passive eh...

Chapter 32 -

2007-12-31T13:33:00.000+08:00

It's a brand new year -2008 SOON!

"Fiesta"
by NewS

the song just made me feels "brighter"
Lyrics makes no sense!!! ah well~ Nonsenses all the way!~

"Fuyu No Amaoto'
by FLOW

Spanish or latin ._.?? But sounds nice :D

"I'm feeling fine"
by L'Arc~en~Ciel

Feeeling fine X__X wahahahah its not bad a song ;D delicate these songs to you guys~ May everyday of your life be festivals :D holidays all year long sia D:
May you be feeling fine all year long! happy would be even greater~
and Fuyu no Amaoto i dunnoe wad shit D:

anyway...

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

Chapter 31 -

2007-12-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

"Gomen ne Juliet"
aka. "Im Sorry, Juliet"
by Yamashita Tomohisa

Weird lyrics but maybe it's just the translation thats weird but I think this song is nice :D

Recently 've been listening to Utada Hikaru and Yamashita Tomohisa, I wonder why I can't have enough of their songs @.@

Yeap!! The playlist is on REPEAT :DDDDDD!~

Chapter 30 -

2007-12-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

"Devil Inside"
by: Utada Hikaru

Everybody wants me to be their angel
Everybody wants something they can cradle
They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn
They don't know I burn

[Chorus:]
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside of me
Devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a devil somewhere really deep inside me
Devil inside of me
Jealous angel deep inside me

You don't know cuz you're too busy reading labels
You're missing all the action underneath my table
I'm waiting for my turn
Waiting for my turn
Just waiting for my turn
Just waiting for my turn

[Chorus:]
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside of me
Devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a devil somewhere really deep inside me
Devil inside of me
Jealous angel deep inside me

Time to make it burn
This is how I burn

[Chorus:]
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a devil (or something like it) inside of me
Devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a devil somewhere really deep inside me
Devil inside of me
Jealous angel deep inside me

Chapter 29 -

2007-12-20T23:57:00.001+08:00

If you think you are anti-socialize, then I guess I would be non-existence at all.

Sometimes I think I am the worst....//random.

Lots of mixed emotions... blah.

I wish that things can be easier and that I would be more oblivious to everything and be more dumb.

I dun think I am coping well with my emotions recently. (dun give me the "oh-so-emo!" cue)
U dunnoe the story and of course, i won't share. So just read and dun prob xD I am just ranting here...

I think I seriously need a break but I know that there's none at all. ah well. em0s ftw~

chapter 28 -

2007-12-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

I was about to sleep at 4:58 pm then this aussy-slang dude called me.

It's Peter!

Man, it was a surprise can ._.!? Din even know that he came back. Anyway he called cause Shiqian ask him to call me to go out to causeway point with them and so I crawled out of my bed and changed and left my house.

Went to the arcade to meet them and then went to foodcourt for dinner and then walk walk ard cwp~ We chatted throughout the journey~ I was stoning the whole way I guess... Im tired lah ><~

Took photos also xD at the giant christmas tree~ Also at Kiddy Palace, we were fooling around with the sunglasses for kids xD Guess ShiQian is one happy girl today xD

Chapter 27 -

2007-12-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

"Yubiwa"
By: Yamashita Tomohisa

甘いバラの香りは強いそのまなざしは
僕をあぁ惹きつける君と重なる冬景色

その無邪気な笑顔はまるで白いキャンバスなのに
細いその指先に光る指輪は誰から

特別な人はいないよなんて
信じたいけど Donde esta corazon

好きだと言えば全てがくずれそうで
伝えたいのに胸の奥にしまった
いつまで見守っていればいいの
もうこの気持ちガマンできない
伝えたらもう会えなくなるの?
指輪が邪魔をして言えない

今まで作った大切な想い出
すべて捨ててでもあなた欲しい

好きだと言えば全てがくずれそうで
伝えたいのに胸の奥にしまった
いつまで見守っていればいいの
もうこの気持ちガマンできない
伝えたらもう会えなくなるの?
指輪が邪魔をして言えない

今年も空からあぁ白い雪
降りそそぐんだ僕の心にそっと
この雪が溶けだす頃には
君に気持ちを伝えられるかな?
こんなにも弱い僕じゃだめだね
君がこの雪を溶かしてよ

Chapter 26 -

2007-12-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

Don't question me.
Don't ask why am I wearing a cap -.-
It's simple.
I hate my haircut. It looks like a bowl... sighs.

Some say that its nice wad... some just asked me wad happened.

Sishou went:

"Wah lao eh, your hair look more and more -silence for a couple of seconds- anime character~ -smiles-"

Anime character eh... good or bad >_>?
PERSONALLY, I don't like it laaahhhh T_T~ like bowl lo! T_T!

Ah well.... now is Wear-Cap season until my hair grows again or maybe I will go Botak~ hehehe

Baked cupcakes with half the gang today xD it's delicious! =9 mm..x3!

Also went to shop and bought staffs for JAGS xD~ hope they will like it >_
Did not went to climb hill with kelly and gang :X So sry >_<~! I was lying on my bed still at that time, did not manage to get off bed on time >_<~

I shall work on my portfolio ! @_@!~ Happy Holidays all =D!~

Chapter 25 -

2007-12-15T08:27:00.001+08:00

"Flavor of Life"
By: Utada Hikaru

ありがとうと君に言われると
なんだか切ない
さようならの後も解けぬ魔法
淡くほろ苦い
The flavor of life...... The flavor of life......

友達でも恋人でもない中間地点で
収穫の時を夢見てる青いフルーツ

あと一歩が踏み出せないせいで
じれったいの何のってBaby

ありがとうと君に言われると
なんだか切ない
さようならの後も解けぬ魔法
淡くほろ苦い
The flavor of life...... The flavor of life......

甘いだけの誘い文句
味気のないTalk
そんなものには興味をそそられない

思い通りにいかない時だって
人生捨てたもんじゃないって

「どうしたの？」と
急に聞かれると
「ううん、何でもない」
さようならの後に消える笑顔
私らしくない

信じたいと願えば願うほど
なんだか切ない
「愛してるよ」よりも「大好き」の方が
君らしいんじゃない
The flavor of life…

忘れかけてた人の香りを
突然思い出す頃
降り積もる雪の白さをもっと
素直に喜びたいよ

ダイヤモンドより軟らかくて
温かな未来
手にしたいよ限りある時間を
君と過ごしたい

ありがとうと君に言われると
なんだか切ない
さようならの後も解けぬ魔法
淡くほろ苦い
The flavor of life......The flavor of life...

Chapter 24 -

2007-12-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

Koped from Angela. Bitchy D: least thats what I feel after reading the above - -"

Chapter 23 -

2007-12-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Jean. -_-;

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged

Favourites
Colour: Black, White, Red.

Food: Erm... does Strawberry flavored candies count? Sushi? Unagi is nice too.

Song: "How to Save a Life" by The Fray. "Gome ne Juliet" By Yamashita Tomohisa

Movie: HairSpray , Transformers, Be with you or me? =X I only remember the theme song is "Hana" by Orange Range..

Have you ever:
Broken The Law: Yes, go figure which law I had broken ~

Been Arrested: Yea, I got a black record :( hahah. Jus kidding, been there to report loss of Passport only~

Skinny-Dipped: Skinny-Dipped? If its swimming in a public pool, yea.

Been On TV: Yup~ Full shot of me somemore xD

Kissed Someone You Don't Know: Dun think so... >_>?

5 things you are wearing: underwear, shirt, pants, glasses, a frown :(?

4 things you've done today:
My 3DCA assignment! Its over!
Checked my email and WOHOO~ marina bay was almost done!
Bugged my lecturer to organize Japan fieldtrip ;D
Drew some stuffs.

3 things you can hear right now:
Song,
Song,
Song.

1 thing you do when you are bored: Draw.

5 people:
you.

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You guys actually took grp photo while I am aslp!?

AH WELL~

you guys rock~ xD

Chapter 22 -

2007-12-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

This morning...

on Msn... Weijie was ranting about how nicely dressed up for Samantha! but there's no class~

Rofls~

Then his cam got stucked and that pic gt stucked there xD~

Chapter 21 -

2007-12-04T09:57:00.001+08:00

I guess life is not that simple.

its a blardy morning and i feel fucked up ;) ~

Chapter 20 -

2007-12-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

I realised that recently my posts are short.

lets keep this short too.

Today is another fucked up day. My mood got ruined somehow. Other than those filmming time, then the rest of the day was ... siens.

Chapter 19 -

2007-12-02T08:10:00.000+08:00

There is always a fine line between everything.

I had made my choice.

and where are u guys?! -waves at gang- one week nver really see u guys?! .__.

Chapter 18 -

2007-11-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

Tell me how to be happy.

Tell me whats right and whats wrong.

Chapter 17 -

2007-11-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today is yet another bad day.

Nuff said. I dunnoe wad else to say also.

Chapter 16 -

2007-11-27T01:20:00.001+08:00

Today is a wow-wow-wow day!

went to school. first bumped onto Cuixia and she participates in that Food explosion competition~ Dunnoe if she gt wins not. Wished her all da best and then head for lesson ;]

Had FDA (figure drawing) lesson which is kind of like a free period for us to do assignment. We kind of ordered Mac delivery for breakfast/lunch for the whole class! Lecturer included xD! It was almost like some class outing as we all sit outside the art studio, along the corridor.hehs. It was nice ;D

Then Teacher mentioned something about she wanting to visit the art studio that did "Sprited Away" the movie and upon hearing that, me and jeb went "I want too~" then Wendy (teh lecturer) said: " You all wan ar? maybe next year I organise a Japan Study trip for you all loh!"

WOW!!!!! Gerald instantly went "EH!?!!?!!?!?!?!?!?" xDDDDDDDD

WOOTA~ hehs. Prays and hope Wendi does organise that trip >_>"

ah well... and in the lab.. while I was packing..Gerald said this, " eh, why from here u look so fat ._.?" I went "HUH?! Fat ar? Fat loh." -_-

Well, these few days was like eat and eat and eat... If not fat that would be like godly?
Especially that night when I ate the cheese cake and chips and along with some cookies/biscuits... i think I ate a lil too much but compare to hidhir, its small pea loh. lol. What happened to Soccer?! Or the weekly jogging session?! D:

Anyway, think i better off to bed~ ciaosu.

Chapter 15 -

2007-11-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Someone who RECOGNIZED me, called me Steven today and I am pissed -.-

Anyway, tml is going to a semi-long day.
Acting presentation tml! All the best to fellow classmates! ahaahh...

Nite guys~

OH! Tml getting back GEMS test paper?! D: dead-ed.

Chapter 14 -

2007-11-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

Deepavali's UPdate!

Sry for the very very very VERY late update xD! I was kind of busy and lazy to blog =X

Well... on that day, on the way to Visma while we are on the train, Joanne said something classic again! I can feel your ugliness! bwahaha! Then we went Visma for lunch and thats when Audrey met up with us. I had some Muslim food which was nice but I am really bad at man handling food and so I did not really finish it >_< Also had some really nice fruits.

Then we head towards Audrey's house for movie and cardo games.

-time lapsed-

We then left and ate dinner at some Ulu place. Alan then came joining us for dinner and thats when the camwhoring starts like @#$@#$^#$&. Alan's noodles is like Maggie noodles in tom yam soup and yet its called tom yam ramen =X lalalala xD -Alan is gonna be angry at me for posting this xD-

Went walking in town and entering some shopping mall and Jo bought some messaging hand for her mum. Somehow, we decided to go neoprints and it was really nostalgic man! We went from machine to machine to check if it can fit 10 peeps and also when we were in the machine ready to shoot, we were panicking like @#$@# as the machine merrily changes camera. Man... we were sweating in the machine as we kept rushing to change our positions, etc XD! and so here are teh pics... I look Kuku.
Unglam teeth :/
I blinked + unglam teeth D:
Queer.
Constipated.
Em0.
Hentai.
kawaiixx nehs?! D: cock-eyed.

To conclude eh, its a fun day ;D

chapter 13 -

2007-11-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

I spent hours on this >.< !!

Teh lineart =>

Chapter 12 -

2007-11-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

I still feel bloated from the buffets =.=; ...

anyway, some random sketch on photoshop~ I got kind of bored :x

Chapter 11 -

2007-11-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

I ate two buffets yesterday and I think the two buffets is enough to kill me.

I am feeling super bloated even now...

and damn splitting headache is killing plus school is reopening PLUS I need to rush portfolio by monday PLUS PLUS I haven clear my laptop's memory D:

Feels like vomiting now~