|
N o b l e R o a r -
| |||
|
Profile
Tag
Links
|
Monday, February 11, 2008, 1:25 AM
Chapter 43 -
It's very meaningful and nice. Expression.Experimental.Emotional. Hope.Fear.Present.Past. Ah well. :) And I want to play hide-and-seek.. and give you my clothes and tell you I love your shoes.. and sit on the steps while you take a bath.. and massage your neck and kiss your face and hold your hand and go for a walk.. not mind when you eat my food and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day and talk about your day and laugh at your.. your paranoia.. and give you tapes you don't listen to watch great films watch terrible films and tell you about the Tv program I saw the night before.. and not laugh at your jokes and want you in the morning but let you sleep in for a while tell you how much I love your eyes your lips your neck your tits your arse and sit on the steps smoking till your neighbours come home and sit on the steps smoking till you come home and worry when you're late and be amazed when you're early and give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance and be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever Hearing your voice in my ear feel your skin on my skin and get scared when you're angry and tell you you're gorgeous and hug you when you're anxious and hold you when you hurt and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you and whimper when I'm not and dribble on your breast and smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't and melt when you smile dissolve when you laugh but not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you and wonder how you could think I'd ever reject you and wonder who you are but i accept you anyway and tell you about the tree angel enchanted forest boy who flew across the ocean because he loved you and buy you presents you don't want and take them away again and ask you to marry me and you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you i wander the city thinking it's empty without you but i want what you want and think I'm losing myself but but but i'll tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less answer your questions when I'd rather not and tell you the truth when I really dont' want to and try to be honest because I know you prefer it you think it's all over but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life forget who I am and try to get closer to you and somehow somehow somehow communicate some of the overwhelming undying overpowering unconditional all-encompassing heart-enriching mind-expanding on-going never-ending Love I have for you. |
||